HomeNothing feels real. I feel like I am in a bubble and things are moving around me but I am stuck. I keep forgetting what I am doing so it is taking longer to accomplish stuff. I need to get it done. The Tourette’s is acting up too. I am at my desk and it just doesn’t feel real. It feels like shifting molecules that are trying to solidify as a desk but I can feel the molecules moving and shifting. It’s like I am surrounded by sand in a sand storm. Everything and everyone is shifting.
I hate this.
October 13th, 2020