{"id":47,"date":"2022-08-01T12:47:16","date_gmt":"2022-08-01T12:47:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/shadow.bz\/?p=47"},"modified":"2022-08-01T12:47:16","modified_gmt":"2022-08-01T12:47:16","slug":"i-write-more","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/?p=47","title":{"rendered":"I Write More."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>In the day I write how I feel like my lungs are shutting down.<\/p>\n<p>In the day I write how I feel like my digestive system is shutting down.<\/p>\n<p>I have been sick and I haven&#8217;t been able to eat much. I haven&#8217;t been able to drink much. I feel worse. It spirals from there.<\/p>\n<p>I have been here before. How could I let myself get here again when I know how awful it feels. Because I forget. Time will do that. Time, the great forgetter. Time, the great reminder, but only when you are already there again and panicking at how to get back out. I guess that&#8217;s why they say history repeats itself.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In the day I write how I feel like my lungs are shutting down. In the day I write how I feel like my digestive system is shutting down. I have been sick and I haven&#8217;t been able to eat much. I haven&#8217;t been able to drink much. I feel worse. It spirals from there. [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":48,"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47\/revisions\/48"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}