{"id":30,"date":"2020-10-13T14:57:39","date_gmt":"2020-10-13T14:57:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/shadow.bz\/?p=30"},"modified":"2020-10-13T14:57:39","modified_gmt":"2020-10-13T14:57:39","slug":"shifting-sands","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/?p=30","title":{"rendered":"Shifting Sands"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Nothing feels real. I feel like I am in a bubble and things are moving around me but I am stuck. I keep forgetting what I am doing so it is taking longer to accomplish stuff. I need to get it done. The Tourette\u2019s is acting up too. I am at my desk and it just doesn\u2019t feel real. It feels like shifting molecules that are trying to solidify as a desk but I can feel the molecules moving and shifting. It\u2019s like I am surrounded by sand in a sand storm. Everything and everyone is shifting.<\/p>\n<p>I hate this.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nothing feels real. I feel like I am in a bubble and things are moving around me but I am stuck. I keep forgetting what I am doing so it is taking longer to accomplish stuff. I need to get it done. The Tourette\u2019s is acting up too. I am at my desk and it [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":31,"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30\/revisions\/31"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shadow.bz\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}